wow it’s been longgggggggggggg. i’ve been back in Germany for a month now and the new semester just started and everything is still very overwhelming.
This feeling of uncalmness,
is threatening to demolish my fortress,
the one of self-dependent toughness.
Negativity-spreading is my new big thing,
perhaps i need a new fling;
no, really it’s not good timing,
can’t risk what it may bring.
Stop, please stop,
i think i’m gonna pop,
what’s it like at the top,
do i still have a shot
I am so filled with ruth,
i need help is the truth,
but to look for people who could soothe,
i’m not sure if it’s a good move.
I thought i’ve became stronger,
much less vulnerable,
yet in fact i am still incapable
to bear the fruit of my labour.
second and last weekend back home. we are currently experiencing a heatwave which, honestly, is very unbearable
ive been home since Tuesday and it has been a hectic few days meeting up with people. i barely had time for myself so it’s nice to spend a chill Sunday home. home has changed so much. the air sucks and i’m having a constant allergy reaction.
I’m afraid of you,
You’re (hopefully ) afraid too.
When our paths crossed,
It’s like time paused.
We stare at each other,
Not moving a muscle.
I don’t hate you for sure,
I’m just scared of fur.
exams ended last week for me and im embarking on a little journey before going home to Malaysia next week. Italian food is the bomb
in a week i wouldn’t be here anymore! haven’t had much time to myself in the past week because of parties (yeah, exams isn’t even over yet) and im doing an intensive French course that ends on Tuesday with a test. then another test on Thursday and i’ll be gone..for about four weeks.
surprised to see the Malaysian flag on the list of countries where college is free. haha. i didnt know that. because it doesn’t tell the full story. anyway, why is college in the USA so expensive??‽!!!!!! [comic]