i know it sounds like someone said that to me when they feel i was overstepping. but no, no one has said that in my face. it just feels like i am going down different paths, simultaneously.

i am not just an engineer/scientist (yes i think i can call myself a scientist xD) —— i was navigating corporate structure and legal jargon; doing mundane administrative tasks; at risk of being accused of harassment by a world federation (that’s why i am switching targets to national federations)… and it seems like i now also have to educate myself on international tax law and be a motivational guru??

while i enjoy the challenges, i have to acknowledge that my cognitive abilities unfortunately do not support brain-splitting.

oh, can someone please tell me to stay in my lane?

though even if you told me that, i am not sure what my main lane is. technical things? even that is not clearly defined: i have to get handsy with hardware, at the same time create a virtual world (yeah, like god).

it’s a fun time to be alive ☺️ wish me luck to not lose my humanity at some point 🤖

PS: i might have just turned my stress points at the moment into black-and-white… while on the way to vacation 🤡 what a fucking clown