i just realised that i miss eating warm, or even, hot food. temperature-wise. today is a holiday in Germany, as such i act like im on holiday too. the Ministry of Health gave me more antihistamines to treat my allergies.
supposed to have a meeting with my university project group but only two of us showed(out of four) and we haven’t talked in a long time (3 weeks; which is pretty long for close friends eh!!!) so we ended up catching up but i did manage to do some literature reading after that.
i just realised that i forgot to snap the breakfast and lunch today lollllll, but for breakfast: bread, butter/jam, soy milk, baked beans, hash brown. lunch: pasta with vegetables and salad. they were pretty good.
at night i called a friend i haven’t spoken to for a longggg time. happy day!
my first weekend back was spent mainly chilling, trying to solve problems in homeworks, and video calls. i missed EuroVision 2021. oh and the Ministry of Health Malaysia stood me up. i ought to write journal entries directly on the day itself…
writing this on day 8, i don’t even remember what time i woke up. i had a semi-professional and mostly casual meeting in the evening. and a Spielabend (“games evening”) which started around 11pm Malaysian time, joined by some friends at 5pm German time, what an evening. the hotel WiFi crashed around midnight so that was the cue to sleep. we played DrawPhone, Love Letter, and Geotastic. some highlights:
i woke up in the morning and had breakfast then continued sleeping and i spent some time chilling before spending a few unfocused hours doing homework. then another mostly professional and semi-casual meeting. it was the one year anniversary with my partner so we video-called while having a meal “together,” the time difference means that one of us was having dinner whereas the other lunch, haha. i discussed about homework with my group mate and was legit tired after that due to all the (virtual) socialising and went to bed.
finally remembered to check the Netflix charts and Fifty Shades has slipped to the 8th spot.
i basically had very horrible sleep because of…well i have a few theories. one, im having very horrible skin issues, it itches like crazy and even the meds don’t help fml. two, i was watching Dix Pour Cent on Netflix and i just really wanted to finish it, so i did, in five days, all four seasons with 6 eps each, each episodes averaging a 55 minutes, so i spent at least a whole day in my past five days here watching this series, insane!!!! on top of that i spent at least an hour on Brooklyn 99 too…now you know what happens in quarantine…
i slept a total of 4.5 hours, broken into a 2 hour sleep and 2.5 hour nap, to me, nap is what happens during the day after you officially woke up.
i now no longer remember what i did but it was a holiday in Germany so i was really glad that there were no classes (not like i attend them anyway). i only remember feeling like a zombie the entire day. had to do a homework which has to be turned in on fridays by 8 am GERMAN time, which is 2pm MALAYSIAN time ahahahha so i gave up trying, because i was a zombie. zombies don’t have brains, right? or do they eat brains? i have no idea.
oh i also finished reading a very fascinating book about true crime. i spent some time reading up on some of the crimes mentioned too.
the Ministry of Health stood me up!!!! they were supposed to come!!! they told me that!!! i was on standby mode the entire day for nothing!!!!
my 13L of water supply was drying up pretty quickly so i requested for more water and got 12L delivered. according to my calculations, this wouldn’t last me till the end of the quarantine but if they sent me another box, i would be left with too much water…
attended a tutorial hosted by a good friend and at night a meeting for the university project. slightly more productive day but the most productive part is finishing Dix Pour Cent vroom vroom.
i think it might be better if i wrote separate posts for every day…
i slept pretty late (Netflix) last night and woke up about 6 hours later so that’s good news(though i sleeptexted my partner at 4am that i have no recollection of)! however i felt pretty tired throughout the day and also had lesser appetite today…hmm.
tried to study but brain isn’t working that well. i started something i call #Quamics on Instagram which is short for “quarantine comics”, though the only stuff that i draw are speech bubbles. i have an online class in about an hour and doubt that i’d have energy to write later. there is an online open-book test for this subject tomorrow and the hotel graciously agreed to print my notes for me!
very satisfied with the vegetarian meals!! but it could be due to MSG lol…ive consumed over 2L of water today. that’s pretty convincing evidence. (for people unfamiliar with MSG: yes, things taste much better but it also makes you very thirsty and in some accounts, more prone to death*)
my best friend in Aachen has called me 4 times today for completely random reasons ahahahaha. i also did a little workout and nap. also already showered twice to “clean my wound.”
powerpoints in Malaysia are the same as in the UK, 3-pin plugs with a switch. i thought i was charging my phone just now to realise afterwards that i forgot to switch it on…urgk…and i always forget to switch it off!! whatt!!
i decided to post daily updates on where Fifty Shades of Grey stands on the charts on Netflix Malaysia. our beloved homeland was the only country in the world who banned the movie when it was released years ago. yesterday it was no3, today it slipped! to the fourth place. [when i came back 1.5 years ago it was no1 for almost the entirety of my stay] ive never watched the whole thing before.
*i absolutely have nothing to back this statement but that’s my belief. i will respect you in whatever you believe in too, but not when you are so obviously wrong
wow i haven’t written in ages, so what better to do when stuck in quarantine?? well actually there is a myriad of other less tedious options than keeping an online diary…
due to a mandatory 14day quarantine, im currently temporarily residing in a hotel at Kuala Lumpur, among multiple skyscrapers. if i make a little effort by turning my neck an awful lot of degrees, i can faintly see the world’s tallest twin towers, both of them even! i should take a picture during the day when the weather is good.
let’s see if i can update this daily.
i decided to start this just because…i need more content on the blog hahaha. i actually arrived yesterday at around 5pm but today is the first official day. i slept at about 10pm and was confident that i would not suffer jetlag until i woke up at about 1:20am and i was like: f***. then i slept and woke up again at 2:32am and i was really like: f***ing hell. and i tried to sleep again until breakfast was served at around 8am, at which point i gave up trying. i was reading a little of two books, texting friends in Germany, who are 6 hours behind me, made an Instagram Reel, even called a friend…to still be awake.
i spent quite a lot of time on social media today but i did manage to study a little. i spent about 4 hours to place my order at the only approved supermarket by the quarantine station and at the time of writing, my soft drinks and snacks aren’t there yet!!!! and we are only allowed one external order per day!!! dammit that means i wouldn’t be able to order anything tomorrow and i was planning to order either chicken rice or bubble tea (yes, this is a very important issue in quarantine that requires delicate planning). [Update: my order came!! they are pictured below.]
after lunch i felt that my brain is shutting down so i went to lie on the bed…to wake up almost 4 hours later and i missed an online meeting for a university project…urgk. but i attended the second one(yes, we have two meetings in one day and a total of three in a week).
i requested for an extra towel and got three, well im not sure what i wanna do with the extra two now since i only need one towel to be a makeshift exercise mat….maybe i should just be more hygienic and change towels after a few days. i don’t even know how often should a person change its towel…okay maybe that’s why i have skin problems sometimes…another mystery solved and it’s just the first day!
Netflix Malaysia is honestly so much better than Netflix Germany but i suspect that it’s due to the strict German copyrights law and whatever. well sometimes it benefits the society when you care less. i found Dix Pour Cent, Attack on Titans, the 7th season of Brooklyn 99 (the 6th was just released in Germany a few months ago, and it was available on flight and i was so elated i lost sleep because i thought i wouldn’t be able to watch it for a long time and lo and behold, i have 2 weeks of quarantine to watch all seven seasons), Happiest Season (this is only available for purchase in Germany!! and i paid the price) …..ahhhhhhhhhh amazing!
i was wondering if i have 4hour sleep cycles now because i slept at around 12:30am and woke up at about 4:30am feeling very itchy…so i took a long hot shower (not good for the skin but oh it feels so good, and also i don’t have to care about electricity costs here).
then i actually studied a little and after a while i had a headache but it took me till about 8am to fall asleep again. around 09:12 came a few knocks and i ignored it, thinking it was just food that was delivered. but noooooo, it was two nurses in full PPE suit coming to treat my wound! i felt the same as in German medical care because i struggled to find words in Malaysian…so they had to remove the crust that has formed on my elbow due to pus due to infection (?) im actually not sure. the ordeal (for them, because it’s hard as hell to use the plastic tweezers) took about 35 minutes with the both of them working simultaneously, which wasn’t that bad considering their estimation of two hours xD they practically yelped whenever a huge piece came out at once and when it was over. i just tried to entertain them with my broken Malaysian.
and then i had breakfast. studied a little. read a little. then lunch and took a 2 hour nap in the afternoon (pretty odd how i felt so lethargic at that time, same as yesterday; i hope this wouldn’t persist). then i opened a dressing kit to treat my wound but then apparently i was supposed to do them on Thursday…oops…wasted…
i had to send another reminder about vegetarian meals and although they double confirmed with me that i would be having Outside Food for dinner, they still sent me a meal (my first vegetarian meal here) so i ate 1.5 dinners today. also i requested for new trash bags and they also delivered 4 biohazard bags, on top of the one that we receive daily…like…what are we supposed to put in it…i think if you chopped me up i’d fit into only two….
also coded a very basic magic-8 program in Python:
the main highlight is the exam season and i just bloody realised that im not even halfway through my exams!!! what on earth!!!! it’s been forever!!!! and my grades aren’t even that excellent…i can totally understand people who drop out…it literally feels like a waste of time. [to my friends who are worried that i might do just that : fret not, im asian and some part of me still want to feel the pride associated with a piece of hopefully recycled paper]
i used the Chinese New Year and exams as excuses to eat a lot of Chinese takeout and meat so i gained a substantial amount of weight which is why im annoyed. another side effect of this is my diminishing wallet. but i was happy as hell!
my thumb is still broken and my surgery wound is for some reason a little infected??? after two months??????? tending to it has been annoying (by tending i mean ignoring it, which is harder to do than you think). i went for my first run this year and since the surgery last week, which was invigorating and at the same time breathless. it is winter part 5 or 6 now here in Germany so im a little frustrated that i cannot go out and run and “wiggle*” the my extra weight away. [*quoting this directly from a data analysis & visualisation slide; please see below]
i started using a shampoo bar and mmmmmm for someone who is basically trash i think im doing a great job in reducing waste.
one more very important thing is the improvement of my mental health. my psychotherapist is amazing mannnnn! (i differentiate between a psychotherapist and physiotherapist because it wouldn’t be long till i have both in my life again)
i haven’t been reading as much as i wanted to so in some way, i feel like a stupider person. i have been however watching shows “to relax after a tense day of studying(cramming- because i didn’t do shit during the semester)” which is obviously just another excuse to not grow my mind in a more productive way during my free time…not proud of it but im chronically lazy person so yes, i will accept this personality flaw without question (cos that takes effort).
i have ideas for some EXCITING side projects to do in the near future…but first i need to. get. through. exam. anxiety. im combatting it by writing way more exams than i used to. i think im currently slated for more exams in this one semester than the last two combined … someone is trying to sprint to the finish line 8)
my brain was kinda swimming in keyboard vomit and i think i should just let it out so here it is…STAY ALIVE!!!!
because the temperature will take a dip again starting tomorrow, not a huge dip though thankfully. i think i fixed my sleep. have been having very severe and groundless insomnia in the past two weeks. im ready to be human again. i ought to be studying. i OUGHT to.