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Past entries, in reverse chronological order.
This feeling of uncalmness, i-don't-feel-like-myself-ness; is threatening to demolish my fortress, the one of self-dependent toughness. Negativity-spreading is my new big thing, perhaps i need a new fling; no, really it's not good timing, can't risk what it may bring. Stop, please stop, i think i'm gonna pop, what's it like at the [ ]
Read entry →second and last weekend back home. we are currently experiencing a heatwave which, honestly, is very unbearable READ some life lessons
Read entry →ive been home since Tuesday and it has been a hectic few days meeting up with people. i barely had time for myself so it's nice to spend a chill Sunday home. home has changed so much. the air sucks and i'm having a constant allergy reaction. READ sexuality isn't black and white anymore. asexuality [ ]
Read entry →I’m afraid of you, You’re (hopefully ) afraid too. When our paths crossed, It’s like time paused. We stare at each other, Not moving a muscle. I don’t hate you for sure, I’m just scared of fur.
Read entry →exams ended last week for me and im embarking on a little journey before going home to Malaysia next week. Italian food is the bomb SKIMMED fastest trains in the world. im currently on the third fastest train in the world hehehehehhehehehehehehee
Read entry →in a week i wouldn't be here anymore! haven't had much time to myself in the past week because of parties (yeah, exams isn't even over yet) and im doing an intensive French course that ends on Tuesday with a test. then another test on Thursday and i'll be gone..for about four weeks. SKIMMED curious [ ]
Read entry →oh ive been in my room for more than 24 hours now; it's so windy since last night, i could hear my door shaking. also, im trying to learn as much programming as i can for an upcoming test on Wednesday. im so done with studying so im winding down with some interesting-looking articles (also [ ]
Read entry →i have an exam tomorrow and it's my first one since forever. im doing a subject that could be loosely translated to "Measurement Technology" where we basically study about measuring things. it's a huge pain in the ass but is pretty doable even with my meagre German because we are allowed to bring in a [ ]
Read entry →i have an exam on friday and i haven't written an official exam in about 28 months…also, it's the second day of Chinese New Year but that doesn't apply to me this year and my sprained left foot hasn't healed 100% yet and it still hurts a little at times. yesterday my right heel started [ ]
Read entry →well i sprained my ankle today but i should have enough food in my freezer to survive READ i really wanna start journaling again. maybe incorporating everything in a Bullet Journal. but ahh, im lazy. so maybe a digital one woooooo Malaysia won the World Pastry Cup 2019!!!! 26 facts about pandan. i hate how [ ]
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